2 months back, these were my three choices for internship
1: YOG 2010
2. SUNTEC Singapore
3: Raffles City Convention
My professor insisted that venue was a better choice, that’s why SUNTEC & Raffles city. But deep in me I really really wanted to get YOG though SUNTEC was a better option. I wanted to do the olympics. At least in my lifetime. What other job can be better than being able to be with youths, sports and events on an international scale all at one shot. Unfortunately, when I told others about my choices, almost all would rather I get into SUNTEC than YOG. Even zk, even my parents. Maybe even God.

And, SUNTEC called up for an interview even before YOG. I went for it.

Attending AYG hit me badly. I wish I was part of the organizing team. I wish I was on floor and not sitting at the spectators area. I regret not helping out (more so they agreed to pay). I regret giving up on YOG commentator after going through the first round. I regret not going the extra mile to apply for intern with YOG.

I don’t even know how I’m really feeling now
The weekend just went by. Two days of watching the matches
Though I really enjoyed watching the thai girls play
Cause they really are awesome

I got irritated over every other thing that happened
Picked on every damn thing zk did
And I’m sorry I refused to explain things
Cause I know that no one will ever understand our course of work

I’m sorry baby for today.
I wasn’t thinking right.